So i am on my second week with Weight Watchers online. I could not bring myself to go to meetings, and I do not like people in my stuff (especially those I don't know). Thats why I have a blog. SARCASM.
Anyways I am logging everything I eat, having delicious healthy snacks and planning my meals. I am going to start yoga when my schedule changes on June 6th. The only thing I have not done is buy a scale. I know crazy right. Im constantly aware of what I am putting in my mouth but I am not aware of how much I weigh unless I go to the doctor. (Buying a scale tomorrow...CHECK)
Honestly, I just went to the doctor and I am morbidly obese. It sounds weird saying it. When I tell people I wear a size 20 they never believe me. But I weigh 255 pounds, and my health was suffering because I refused to take the initiative to do better. I can not even believe that I typed that number. 255. 255. 255. And I was 280 two years ago.
Im ready for this new me, and Im feeling good. (As JHUD says in her video.) I love all the recipes and ideas available at other blogs and I need something else to focus on.
Right now Im working my business model so that I can jump into the big world of ebusiness. Someone who came out of the same womb as me 6 years later had the audacity to tell me that she has always wanted more for my life than what I do right now. The nerve of her! I have never been more hurt in my life. Never. But Im not my career or lack there of. That doesn't define me. Being a woman, wife, sister and friend all trump some grand career. I just want happiness and I have that so I am winning.
Give me a virtual hug guys...Im having a tough day.
Anyways I am logging everything I eat, having delicious healthy snacks and planning my meals. I am going to start yoga when my schedule changes on June 6th. The only thing I have not done is buy a scale. I know crazy right. Im constantly aware of what I am putting in my mouth but I am not aware of how much I weigh unless I go to the doctor. (Buying a scale tomorrow...CHECK)
Honestly, I just went to the doctor and I am morbidly obese. It sounds weird saying it. When I tell people I wear a size 20 they never believe me. But I weigh 255 pounds, and my health was suffering because I refused to take the initiative to do better. I can not even believe that I typed that number. 255. 255. 255. And I was 280 two years ago.
Im ready for this new me, and Im feeling good. (As JHUD says in her video.) I love all the recipes and ideas available at other blogs and I need something else to focus on.
Right now Im working my business model so that I can jump into the big world of ebusiness. Someone who came out of the same womb as me 6 years later had the audacity to tell me that she has always wanted more for my life than what I do right now. The nerve of her! I have never been more hurt in my life. Never. But Im not my career or lack there of. That doesn't define me. Being a woman, wife, sister and friend all trump some grand career. I just want happiness and I have that so I am winning.
Give me a virtual hug guys...Im having a tough day.
**BIG HUG**
ReplyDeleteI agree, my career definitely does not define me. It's a small part of who I am, a means to an end. I'm happy that you are making changes to better your health! You inspire me :) Loves!
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